1/05/43 EC's letter to Mr. [
4959], Mrs. [
2722]'s husband:
Dear [
4959]:
Wish to answer yours of the 24th, for appreciate your letter
and your frankness more than know how to tell you. While can
never think on paper very well and am so poor at the
typewriter, know will not get down all would like to say; but
hope enough for you to know what am thinking and how very
much I appreciate your letter. There are those of our
friends who's opinions we value above that of others - that,
I suppose is natural as the Master had closer friends than
others, it seems. Am glad you liked the book - Sugrue did
a very nice job of it, considering what he had to work on.
As to the beliefs that he has drawn or what thoughts it may
lead others to draw from the information - that he has,
like any of us, am sure may be different from what the
intent of the fact as may be set forth - as we all may
interpret the meaning of a writer of the New Testament.
Think you know what I believe as that as well - as I
know myself, for this has been and ever will be - am
determined to know nothing among men but Jesus the Christ
and Him Crucified."
Of course, I believe in "personal revelation" provided such
is in keeping with what Jesus taught - and could I but tell
you some of my experiences well, I know they are not proofs
to any one; maybe not positive to my own self, but they are
assurances to me. As to "Thy spirit beareth witness with My
spirit whether ye be the Children of God or not" have never
read a book on Mystery of the ages or any of the books he
even refers to. Have and do read the BIBLE daily - have
no private interpretation - yet, guess have a feeling of
assurance. Never wished to believe in Re-incarnation, has
been thrust on me, is so many ways do not ask others to
believe it. Do not believe it is essential to salvation
only that it is a fact, and all will some time come where
learn whether we wish to or not. Will you pardon a story
here, not to justify myself - no one need to try and justify
self, only to Glorify The Christ Daily in their lives.
But years ago, many years I had a little brother. He lived
only a few months - his was the first time death touched me
- and as the child I did not understand - who does? Save,
"In the day ye eat there of ye shall surely die." Time went
on eventually some theory that re-incarnation was presented
in the information. I prayed earnestly about same, asked to
be shown the truth, earnestly, sincerely, and I believe God
hears prayer. Eventually, I had a very good friend - we
will say a Mr. [
779] and his family - a wife [
780], and
three lovely children - he was in my S.S. Class. He and
each member of his family had more than once come to the
information for help - and apparently had gotten same;
two of them possibly saved from operations, tho, one of
them once already in the operating room. Then I was away
from Selma where they lived - one day had a very distressing
letter for both the mother [
780] and father [
779] each
begged me to come at once. The home was being broken up,
a misunderstanding - the lives of the children would be
wrecked. I wanted very much to go but had no money -
could only Pray and pray about it. On the 3rd day, from
some one whom had never heard of Columbus, Ga. wired me to
meet them in Selma - they wished a physical reading. There
was a round trip ticket from the station I was to Selma and
return. I went, saw Mr. [
779] and Mrs. [
780]. Their home
was saved and this last year, tho that has been some 12 or
more years ago, they in tears told me of what might have
been had I not been privileged to respond at that time.
A year after reconciliation, a boy [
318] was born. They
asked for a reading, it said "Here you may have proof of the
fact you have doubted. Let your Mother see the Child, she
will recognize him as he will her." I believed, but was
not financially able to see it consummated. She died soon,
so I thought "It is all gone. Am lost - as to personal
proof." Had not seen the child [he was now two and half
years old], when I went to Ala. again, the [
779]'s came
for me, wished me to go home with them. On the way, Mrs.
[
780] said to me, "Mr. Cayce, we have a very peculiar child,
please help us to understand him. He insists he does not
belong to us, is only visiting us that his folks will come
for him. He will have nothing to do with strangers, calls us
by our names, Mr. [
779] and Mrs. [
780] and his sisters and
brothers by their name. While you know the rest, say sister
and brother." We arrive at their home, the child [
318] is a
lovely child - apparently normal in every way. I could
only think what might have been had I heeded what had been
said. I went in at first, he would have nothing to do with
either me or my wife who was with me. He merely stood off
and looked intently at me. Then, suddenly he rushed to me
with his little face radiant and said "Brother". What that
did to me, [
4959], can never tell any one! He at once began
to beg me to take him home with me - that he belonged to me,
that he didn't belong there. I had to leave while he was
asleep - I could not interfere. I know he was there for a
purpose, what Who knows did not see him again until he was
past ten. Then was in the home again - at the dinner table,
the mother said to me, "Mr. C., this child has been disturbed
by something but I do not know what; there are two rooms in
this house, we have just moved in to, in which he will not
go alone and bad enough one is the bath-room. When we ask
him why, he only says 'you would not understand were I to
tell you.' Won't you try and find out what it is?" A day
or so later had the chance, to ask him what had noticed.
He shyly said, "Well, will tell you because these folks don't
understand; you will. Some one died in those two rooms and
they disturb me when I go in there alone. But, if I take
something alive with me, like a bird or the flower, even they
don't disturb for they have LIFE and Life is God. And when
He is with me, nothing can harm." When I went to leave, he
was packed to leave with me with out saying any thing. Then
I tried to talk with him, told him how necessary he was in
that home and he must finish school there. He was resigned.
Incredible story, [
4959], but every word true, so help me
GOD! Had you had that experience, what would you say? And
that my friend, is only one of hundreds have experienced in
the last 15 years. No, no, no, not proof to any one but
mighty meaningful to me.
Jesus told us the proof of any thing was in the "Fruit
thereof". The letter sent you a few days ago, is an answer
to our boy's belief and practice of the information. No, it
may not be infallible - am sure it is misunderstood oft. It
is not me, [
4959] that I know, for of myself can do nothing -
only as the spirit of truth may work in or through me. It is
always the spirit of truth - there is, of course, the whole
question - so long as I have Christ as the Ideal, am not
afraid. When self or self-interest - am afraid and it has
failed.
Not so long ago, [
4959], had this experience [GD's note:
See this dream also under
294-196,
12/12/42]. These am
telling you not to convince you of any thing - only they
are what have convinced me. I do not ask any one to accept
my experience. Jesus promised to "come and abide with us"
conditionally. Did He mean it, or was it written badly.
I believe it, and believe He meant what he said. Had a
vision - dream or whatever one wishes to call such - I
believe the visions had by the seekers after God of old,
and Believe He is the same to day as He was then. But any
way, some one knocked at my door - I was alone in the room
reading. when I answered they asked "Would I go with them
to a meeting that evening?" At first, I made the excuse
of not going out of evening, not having finished my S.S.
lesson for the next day. They insisted, I finally went
out. Another figure whom I did not recognize joined us;
we walked toward the Ocean at its edge; we walked into the
sky. We came to a large tent where there seemed to be a
meeting of some sort. We approached, the one walking with
me pulled back the flap of tent, then I knew with whom I
had been walking: Mr. Moody and Sam Jones. The light was
unusual, very weird, felt afraid - but was assured all was
well by those with me. Walked into this large place, people
seemed to be gathering, hordes of them - all appeared to be
unreal to me. Then a low rumbling noise from the front of
the place, with lightening flashes. I asked what that was.
No form or figure could be seen. A Cloud, or mass, - was
told it was the All Mighty God that would speak to man.
Then a voice asked "Who would warn my people?" Again and
again, it was asked, then I boldly asked "Could I do so?
Would if was ready or acceptable." Then out from the throng
came the Master Jesus; He Blessed me and said "I will go
with you all the way." Unreal - self-delusionary, am sure
you will say. But [
4959], it has given me a strength, a
meekness and I hope a kindness that did not have before.
No, this is not to be made a religion - a schism or a cult,
never! These are only assurances for myself, not to be told
to bring other than the assurance that God is mindful of the
children of men.
I hope you understand me, [
4959]. I may be all wrong in
even repeating these experiences, and know they are dangerous
used in an unseeming manner - but God forbid, that I should
boast of them in any sense! I realize I am possibly
entering the testing period of my life - many of us can stand
adversity and seek Christ and His help. Few can stand
popularity and seek Him in same. Pray for me that I keep
in the straight and narrow. One gets afraid at times, only
HIS assurance can and will sustain.
Hope haven't wearied you. How many personal experiences have
had, as with the child, many. But they, too, I have accepted
as answer to prayer. If I am fooling my self, they answer
to me. There is in such a life as is indicated in my son's
answer to an offer of an easy way.
Write me again, [
4959], tell me just how foolish I am. Don't
wash your hands of me, for I seek only the Christ way. I
have read "Oh yes - Jesus we know and Paul we know, but who
are you?" Hadn't the Master spoken to me, well I am sure.
Thank you - hope haven't bored you too much. Do hope
Mrs. [
2722] is better. Hope you have found just the right
one to give her treatments.
With every good wishes and May His Blessings be with you,
[signed] Edgar Cayce
7/10/43 GD's note: EC gave a more detailed description of
dream [Par. R4 above] in his letter to Mrs. [
3361]. See it
recorded under
294-196 Reports with other dreams of EC.
[Apparently the above was just too much for EC's good
friend Mr. [
4959] [[
2722]'s husband] to swallow. There
is no record of further communication from him.]



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