7/18/44 Mother's letter "...Physically she hasn't improved
under treatments. Emotionally and temperamentally she is
much worse and if somebody can't do something for her I don't
know what's to become of her.
"She wants what she wants and when she wants it and if
crossed in any way she lets loose with her tongue and
sometimes seems demon-possessed. And I being the closest to
her and meeting all her needs and demands, get the brunt of
most of it. I could even take that if it helped her any but
she gets worse.
"Somehow I must have been in that past picture. I've loved
that child more than life itself. I prayed her into the
world that she would be a blessing to humanity. And yet this
came.
"When she was injured, as I thought, I took her to a
chiropractor. Later when diagnosed as infantile, the
hospital authorities blamed me for her lack of recovery
because I did so. Now when she gets angry I'm to blame for
her condition because I neglected her. I'm sure there has
been no intentional neglect. Everything I have done has been
centered around her and her needs, physical and otherwise -
one doctor after another.
"Now she is in Ashland, Oregon, where a Mrs. Jessel does some
wonderful healing work. Being away at the time we arrived
there I didn't see her but inquiries led us to believe there
was truth in it all and I left her there for treatments,
which she wanted.
"Intellectually she is brilliant but unbalanced, especially
emotionally. To make matters worse, she fell in love with a
relative by marriage, a man old enough to be her father, with
the soul of a poet (she says) but never sober. They had
corresponded for a long time and both having handicaps
possibly attracted one another. I resented his attentions to
her in such states and for that she says she will never
forgive me. I was really trying to protect her against what
I was sure would only be heartaches and disappointment.
"Altogether she says she hates me.
"How do I figure in this picture and what can I do for her?
Would it be asking too much to make an extra copy for me? I
doubt if she would send me hers. That would be her business,
not mine. God knows I'd like to help her become a normal
human being again, free to live a normal happy life..."
1. What is the spiritual cause for my present physical
affliction?
2. Is it indicated that I will be able to overcome it?
3. How have I been associated in the past with my present
mother, [...] and what is the karmic tie between us?
8/02/44 [
2968]'s letter to EC: "...I have moved to Ashland,
Oregon and am sending my new address for the Life Reading
which is due sometime this month, I believe. The address is
... the back apartment fronting on ... Street.
"I trust this will reach you in time for the reading..."
8/15/44 GD's letter to [
2968]: "...It is with regret that I
must tell you that we were not able to get your reading this
morning.
"Mr. Cayce has been working under such a strain that he was
finally forced to take an extended rest.
"I am very sorry that your appointment comes among those to
be cancelled.
"Mr. Cayce will, as soon as possible, be glad to give you
another appointment, if you wish it, though it may be some
months before an opening can be found.
"Please let us know your wishes..."