4/11/43 [
3135]'s letter to EC:
Mr. Edgar Cayce
Virginia Beach, Virginia
Dear Mr. Cayce,
I am writing to you for help. I have just finished reading
Mr. Sugrue's book about you and it has given me faith for the
first time in my life that there is a way whereby my husband
and I can find the answer to the most pressing problem in our
lives.
My husband has an extraordinarily fine mind. He has been
interested in writing ever since he was a boy. At 22, he had
written several plays which were highly praised by competent
critics. For a number of years he made his living by
writing. As a young man he had a very successful experience
in handling complaint correspondence for two large
corporations in the middle west. Later he worked for moving
picture studios in New York and Hollywood, reading countless
books, seeing plays and writing summaries of them for the
studios. His judgement about the quality of the theatrical
work was almost one hundred percent accurate. He did "ghost
writing" for a woman scientist, including an entire volume
for her on an important work. She was unable to edit it upon
completion because of illness, and the whole project had to
be abandoned.
Since the depression, almost every effort he made has seemed
to result in failure. He came to Florida in 1925. We were
married the following year. He is past 49 and I am 46. In
our six-and-one-half years of marriage, we have never known
the peace and security that two mature people who are devoted
to each other should be able to achieve.
I am the wage earner now, with too little time and energy at
the end of a day to make a real home, or to give my husband
the comfort and the strength he needs to pull out of the
despair and frustration he feels. We have spent literally
months discussing our problems, trying to analyze them, to
know what to do. I know he has a wealth of capacity buried
in him - and festering in him. He is a kindly, gentle person
who has turned bitter and disillusioned. He has lost
confidence in himself, and nothing that I can say or do is
any help. I realize now, that when we were first married I
stood in his way without knowing it. It is quite possible
that there are qualities in me which constitute the greatest
handicap to his achieving a realization of his undoubted
gifts. If I only knew what could help help him - if I could
change my own pattern or temperament to meet his needs - I
would try ANYTHING if I could only have a sure faith that it
would work for him.
His health has been affected by this long period of
frustration. I cannot help but feel however that if he could
get onto the right track and use his energies creatively,
that his health would improve.
Will you accept an application for a reading to give my
husband counsel about this problem? I have probably given
you an inadequate or incomplete picture of all the factors
that have built up this destructive impasse in his life. I
have prayed for help, for insight into myself so that I could
know how I was perhaps hindering where I wanted only to help.
I have prayed for guidance - but I have found no answer.
There is no day that brings us joy or hope, or the
satisfaction of a day well lived. We are like people in a
prison, trying to find a way out into the life that human
beings long for - the use of one's own special talents, the
companionship of friends, the sense of a day-by-day
fulfilment.
This letter is written with my husband's knowledge and
consent. He has come to the stage where he hardly believes
any help is possible. But when I came to the end of "There
Is A River", I knew for the first time what is meant by "I
believe". That is why I am writing you in the certain
knowledge that some kind of enlightenment can be thrown on
our problems.
I shall be very grateful if you will send us an application
blank, with instruction about the kind of information that
would be useful to you; information about the fee and the
time we might hope for your assistance. My husband's name is
[...].
Sincerely yours, [
3135]
4/28/43 [
3135]'s letter:
Mr. Edgar Cayce
Virginia Beach, Virginia
Dear Mr. Cayce,
Thank you for your kind letter of April 14th. We appreciated
your prompt answer and the encouragement it gave us. My
husband, [...] is writing you separately.
Enclosed is my application for membership (associate) in the
Association for Research and Enlightenment, together with the
money order for twenty dollars. I am requesting a Life
Reading.
If it is possible for a Life Reading to do so, I should like
to have it examine the pattern of my personal life in its
relation to my family background, my job and my home. I
should like to know as much as can be known of the nature of
the forces within my personality or individuality that may
tend to be in contradictory directions, thus creating an
unconscious defeatism.
It is possible that I habitually turn my conscious mind away
from things that conflict with my inner hopes. In that case
I may be contributing unwittingly to the building up of
crises in my life. If this is so, I want to be able to see
the pattern in order to correct it.
If it may be known, I should like to have a clue or a picture
that would point toward the nature of the creative side of my
feelings and thoughts, and the best use of them.
These three questions are general descriptions that apply to
specific and urgent matters, as far as I am able to analyze
them. If the reading can give general answers in any
fulness, or specific answers connected with insight into the
particular situations, I shall be very grateful.
Sincerely yours, [
3135]
REPORTS
12/10/45 She ordered A.R.E. publications.


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