1/05/44 [
3395]'s letter: "...The appointment for the Life
reading for January 15, 10:30 - 11:30 A.M. EWT, is perfectly
satisfactory with me. I must tell you at once that the
physical readings for both [
3399] and myself were a perfect
diagnosis, we think, and we hope to derive much benefit from
the treatments. I am especially glad that you emphasized the
religious and psychological factors. [...] has only within
the last few months come into a rich religious experience
after going through the period of doubt which I think most
young persons go through. This gave her added encouragement
and she is more than ever happy.
"You ask if any additional questions have occurred to me.
The only one I believe would be, more a matter of change in
the last part of the first question as I sent it to you for
the Life reading. In that I asked 'Am I making progress in
my spiritual life and are there special changes which you
would advise that I make in my present habits of thinking and
living?' I think it would be more in line with what I want
to know if I limited that question of progress to cover only
the last four years since my awakening. For up to four years
ago I was just a 'nominal Christian' and had no real deep
prayer life nor sense of inner peace nor realization of the
joys of the spiritual life and the service of others. I was
full of doubts and conflicts and fears and I KNOW I was
making no progress then. But in '39 I was drawn under the
influence of Glenn Clark - I believe I was led to seek him
out - for I felt the need. And my life has been very
different since then. There isn't much excuse for the years
I wasted for I was always surrounded with Christian
influences. Father [...] who founded the plant was one of
the most devoted Christians I ever knew, and gathered about
him a group of earnest workers. Of course, all along I
thought I was being a Christian but I didn't have the
enthusiasm nor inner life that I have now. If I had all
along had this, I'm sure I would not have the wrecked body I
have now. But we can only go on from the place where we are,
and I am supremely happy in that both my son [...], and my
daughter, [...], have found this experience now early in life
and I am sure they will go on to accomplish much in their
lives for they are keenly alive to the opportunities they
have for service in an organization like ours. They and
[
3399]'s husband, [...] are now in active charge of the
business and any directives you can offer will be welcome.
In my present physical condition I am not able to help very
much except to try to help in guidance. And that has been
necessary since the death of both Father [...] and my
husband. I'm hoping to be restored to greater usefulness.
"So I think this question might better read: 'Am I making
the right kind of progress in the last four years since this
change came into my life, and are there other special changes
which you would advise that I make in my present habits of
thinking and living?'
"Thank you so much for your help. I shall continue to pray
that you may be given the strength to carry on. I wonder if
the reason that the readings sometimes do not go through is
that you are too physically weary toward the end of the day?
"And thank you so much for the beautiful Christmas story. It
is a wonderful help. I hope some day we may have the story
of Jesus' life as a boy and of his education for service.
I'm sure that would be an inspiration and guide.
"I would have answered your letter more promptly, but I have
been in the hospital for three weeks because of another fall.
I have these falls a lot because of my stiff knees. I know
that 'pride goeth before a fall'! And maybe this is the
trouble! My old subconscious mind probably has plenty of
prides and selfishness still stored away, - but my CONSCIOUS
mind is not at all proud of my record. However, in the
months to come, sometime, I would like to ask for a Check
reading, about whether anything might be done at this late
date about these knees. Sometimes they remove the patella
and this gives several degrees more leeway for motion, IF it
is successful. But I guess the time for this has not come
yet anyway for this question did not get answered in my
Physical. Perhaps I had better let well enough alone. I've
had a lot of help from the verse, 'He will give His angels
charge over thee - lest thou dash thy foot against a stone' -
and most of the time this works, but about once a year
something seems to happen to block the effectiveness of this.
Perhaps even so, some good comes from it - I'm given time to
THINK.
"And I think you may as well omit the second question I asked
for my Life reading. I am now quite convinced that no former
life need necessarily have had anything to do with my
illnesses of the past few years, for there have been enough
of inhibitions, fears and worries in this present life, which
I carried with me such a long time, to account for the kind
of body I have now. I think all these were quite unnecessary
- but if I had to have the results in order to bring this
awareness home to me - then I accept them with thankfulness.
"I shall look forward to January 15th with anticipation, and
please address me here in ..., as I expect to be here all
winter. With very kindest regards..."
1/15/44 See
3395-2, a Life reading.
4/17/44 See
3395-3, a Check-Life reading.
6/02/44 Letter from [
3395]: "...I was very sorry I was unable
to accept your very kind invitation to come to the Congress
but it is out of the question for this summer. I would
surely like to come and I am sure you will have a most
interesting time. I shall look forward to hearing about it.
"I believe I am scheduled for a Check reading on June 17th
and I hope you have not crowded yourself too much at such a
busy time in order to give it. I have been trying to follow
out your directions faithfully and I think I am getting
better, but I suppose it will take some time yet, as I have
been a long time getting into this condition. I am just
finishing the fourth cycle of the treatments (hot castor oil
packs, massage, olive oil internally and short wave) and I
would like to know whether I am doing them correctly. I
haven't been quite sure what kind of short wave to use nor
how often. I have been using the General Electric
Inductotherm on an average of about three times a week during
the specified period.
"But the thing I particularly wanted to ask about was whether
anything else could be done about my headaches which are on
the increase. I wake up in the early morning almost every
day now with this headache and I am just no good until I get
rid of it. Is it anything I eat? Is there any special diet
I should follow? Or is it the elimination that is at fault?
I shall appreciate so much your help. I feel very hopeful
that someday I shall get this body into good condition again.
In the meantime I feel perfectly sure that the spiritual side
is making progress - and that is the most important."
Thanking you most sincerely, [
3395]
6/17/44 See
3395-4, her second Physical reading.



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