8/02/44 Mother's letter to EC: "Some day I hope to be able to
send a complete report on [
3398]'s recovery.
"At present I'm confused. It is so easy to profess faith
when everything goes well but oh! so hard when trouble
strikes.
"When I'm confused it is because I feel so helpless to aid
[
3398].
"[
3398]'s improvement is very slow. I'm willing to wait and
work for her. But am I doing all I can for her? Am I doing
or following the directions correctly?
"About a month ago [
3398] had a severe attack which appeared
to me similar to an epileptic fit. Never have I seen
anything so severe or horrible to watch. It didn't seem
possible for her little body to withstand the strain. When
I called Dr. Dick she said I should not give [
3398] any
sedatives unless she had one attack after another.
"These attacks are occurring more frequently. Each Saturday
I take [
3398] to Phila. for treatment by Dr. Dick. The
rest of the week I treat her. Now here is a confusing
observation. These attacks occur Sunday or Monday. Are
they the result of the trip?
"If the treatments are being carried out correctly why should
the attacks be more severe?
"Saturday [
3398] had her treatment in Phila. About 10 P.M.
she woke looking very frightened, the skin all over her body
was fiery red, covered with sweat. I finally quieted her.
She slept until 5 A.M. Sunday morning when she woke jerking,
throwing herself with great violence; the mouth and eyes were
drawn to one side, breathing difficult. This was repeated 3
P.M. and from 7 P.M. continued until at 10 P.M. I gave her
1 1/2 grains of Phenobarbital. This eventually quieted her.
I was so distressed but I had to disregard Dr. Dick's orders.
I called you for a check reading and found you were out of
town.
"Please Mr. Cayce give my [
3398] a check reading. My prayers
are for wisdom. God has given me strength and patience that
often surprises me myself for it is not an easy task. But to
be uncertain as to treatment is torture when [
3398] needs my
help.
"My opportunity to work to bring health and release for what
surely must be a beautiful mind and soul is humbly accepted
but I need your help. You show me what to do Mr. Cayce and
as long as God wills me to live I'll do it." Sincerely [...]
POSTSCRIPT to above letter: "Mr. Cayce this is a thought
that has often come to me. Would a Life Reading for [
3398]
or for me help me to understand and work out [
3398]'s
physical readings? If so I would like either or both. I was
never very interested in my own because my life is [
3398]'s.
"Every doctor who has handled [
3398]'s case points out to
me that I am wrong in giving all my energies to [
3398] when
there are so many in the world who would use my help but why
should I or who is to say that one is more deserving of help
than another.
"At times I wonder if I am failing [
3398] because I'm failing
others. That is why I suggested a life reading.
"But nothing Mr. Cayce will make me stop working or carrying
on the fight for [
3398]'s chance to enjoy the beauties of the
world in which she lives.
"So you see perhaps I'm just a hopeless case.
"I would greatly appreciate an answer.
"Please send it to ... Rd., ..., N.J. as I'll be here until
Sept. 11th." Sincerely, [...]
8/18/44 EC's letter [
3398]'s mother: "Pardon me for not
replying to yours of the 2nd sooner, but I have been away,
not feeling good myself. In fact, I am not able to get back
to work yet.
"I do hope that you are going to find that [
3398]'s condition
is improving nicely. It will be most interesting to have
the full report, if we can just see her gradually improve,
overcoming and meeting these disturbances, things that so
many have said so much about.
"Keep us informed from time to time, and you know that if it
is possible for us to try to be the means of real service, we
are more than glad to try to do so. But at the present time,
it is impossible to make any appointments, until I get my
strength back.
"May His strength and love keep you patient, and may your
faith never falter.
"With every good wish," Sincerely, Edgar Cayce
8/25/44 Letter from mother of [
3398]: "The strain
of deciding what to do to help [
3398] when she is in
distress is very great.
"In the last 6 years I have called in doctor after doctor
hoping their knowledge and experience would guide me.
"Dr. Winkelman insisted the only thing I could do was to
administer phenobarbitol, increasing the dose as the attacks
increased in severity. This treatment carried us along with
[
3398] holding her own but making no forward progress.
"Your original reading was like a light from heaven. Today
I'm right back where I started from. In the last month
[
3398] has had more attacks and far greater in severity than
ever before. The Castor Oil Packs and massages have been
given faithfully. That is why I asked for a P-3 [Third
Physical Reading]. Now I've started the phenobarbitol again.
What else can I do? I can't just stand by and see her
suffer. Dr. Dick said I was not to give the phenobarbitol,
Dr. Winkelman says give it. I have no reason to have faith
in one doctor more than another. The drug gives her peace
for a while. That I can't deny her. Especially when Dr.
Winkelman claims [
3398] could die with one of these attacks.
Forgive me if I seem rude but I feel as if I have been
dropped in the middle of a stream. Every serious case used
as an illustration in your book has repeated Ck. Rdgs. If
I gave the treatments and [
3398] improved or even remained
the same I would continue with the same stubborn persistence
I have always had about her recovery. But I must admit to
me it is a cruel test of faith to see the attacks gather
in greater intensity. Are the treatments wrong? Am I
administering them incorrectly? When I went to see you I
was determined in my own heart and mind that if God were
directing me to you money would not enter into your decision.
I was determined not to cry. I did not want you to help
me through pity. To me the facts were sufficient. If you
consented to help [
3398] after hearing these, then I would be
sure I made the trip with God's help. You consented, and no
one will ever know how I felt. I don't remember what I did
or said after the reading. Until I or [
3398] pass on to meet
our God nothing will stop me from trying to help her. My
greatest fear is that something I might do for her will be
wrong for her. When and if you can find strength and time
to help her I would appreciate it."
8/30/44 Mother's letter to Mr. Cayce: "God reads our hearts.
I pray you can read mine for words cannot express my humble
gratitude.
"Today the doctor said he could hear air passing through
[
3398]'s left lung. He feels she is out of danger.
"I am waiting for your reading with hope in my heart.
"If the inclosed check is not sufficient please let me know.
"To attempt the reading when you were under a physical strain
was more than I could ask."
8/30/44 Note to [
3398]'s mother from Mr. Cayce's Secretary:
"As much as he wanted to, Mr. Cayce was unable to get the
Check Reading for [
3398] this morning. He is quite worn
out and a reading for himself warned that he must get away
from the office in order to rest and follow the treatments
outlined for him. Consequently, he left this afternoon for
the country and is going to be in a place where he won't be
disturbed and can have the quietness he needs while carrying
out the physical applications required to rebuild his
strength. However, he plans in a week to begin readings
where he is, provided we can get the information to him a few
days in advance. Mrs. Cayce and Mrs. Fitch (the steno. who
takes down the readings) are with him.
"The last thing Mr. Cayce told me was to tell you that he
would attempt [
3398]'s reading next Wednesday morning, 6th.
So, I shall send him the necessary data in plenty of time to
reach him on Tuesday. If there is any change in the address
at which [
3398] will be, or any particular question you wish
to have added, be sure to write or wire me by Friday of this
week - or I should say Saturday, because you probably won't
get this in time to answer before that.
"I do hope that [
3398] is not suffering now and that the
Check Reading will offer some helpful suggestions. We are
much concerned over Mr. Cayce's health and we are trying this
new method suggested in his own reading, which we hope will
bring him back much stronger and better able to carry on."
Sincerely, GD
9/07/44 Note to [
3398]'s mother from Mr. Cayce's Secretary:
"I am very sorry that Mr. Cayce was unable to get [
3398]'s
check reading yesterday. Again he has been forced to leave
the office in order to get some rest and to follow a course
of treatments which he could not get here. I'm so glad
[
3398] has passed the crisis and am hoping she will continue
on the improve now. If you keep up the treatments with Dr.
Dick I am sure you will be doing everything possible to help
her.
"Since we did not get the check reading and you are 'even
with the board' on your account here, I am returning
herewith the check for $20 which you sent recently.
"With kindest regards and very best wishes, I am,"
Sincerely, GD
9/26/44 Mother's letter to Secretary: "It isn't a desire to
insist on the 'impossible' but your notice - requested that
no one ask for a check physical unless there is no progress.
"If there was progress you would have had a detailed report
on [
3398] long ago. When Dr. Dick was preparing to speak at
the Congress she told me she was at a loss as to what could
be said about [
3398]. She has not treated [
3398] for three
months.
"If you recall in the original reading this statement was
given: 'This entity-soul is all purposeful in the lives of
many. Keep it in His care.' I feel [
3398]'s cure, in the
face of medical predictions, will be the means of saving
many.
"Perhaps you think it strange that I still believe [
3398]
will get better in the face of the last few months.
"I don't really believe Dr. Dick believes she can help [
3398]
and I feel that until she does her efforts will not bring
results.
"From the very beginning I've tried to make Dr. Dick feel the
same as I do but she has the doctor's point of view, facts in
the form of results before one really believes.
"I feel the interpretation of the reading is incorrect, or
the treatments are wrong.
"A check reading is so necessary for [
3398].
"Please don't deny her this chance.
"The attacks are so severe that I have no choice but to give
her phenobarbitol.
"[
3398] is so sweet and gentle, developing physically but
just holding her own. If you could but see her I know you
would leave no stone unturned to help her.
"From the bottom of my heart I pray you will try to get a
check reading for her as soon as Mr. Cayce is able to give
it to her.
"I realized when you [M.V. did this] helped me to fill out
the necessary papers you were confused when I refused to
place her father's name on the papers.
"He fought for years to have [
3398] put away and refused to
support her.
"Finally four years ago he left me and when three years had
passed I got a divorce on desertion.
"I work and must depend on my mother to care for [
3398] when
I'm away. Mother has been wonderful but is getting older and
carrying [
3398] is no easy task.
"[
3398] will be eight the 19th of December. When I think
that in this world there is a man who could help her to walk
to talk, who could lift the cloud over the mind. I think you
will understand the hopeless feeling I get when [
3398]'s
reading was dismissed.
"If this were for me alone I wouldn't have the courage to ask
for it in the face of all the suffering in the world today.
No one could radiate such goodness as [
3398] does and not be
one of God's chosen children."
10/03/44 Gladys Davis' letter to [
3398]'s mother: "I am
very sorry to tell you that Mr. Cayce has been unable to
resume readings for anyone. We are having to cancel many
appointments from day to day for people who have already
waited over a year for their readings. We are deeply
concerned over Mr. Cayce's health. We have no assurance that
he will be able to continue the readings any time soon. In
fact, his own last check reading, which is the only one we've
been able to get now for almost two months, has said that
the very force used in obtaining a reading is using up nerve
energy which he does not have in reserve. It is going to
be necessary for him to refrain for some time from giving
readings, in order to build his own strength sufficiently to
be able to help anyone at all. For many months now he has
forced himself to work beyond his strength, in his great
desire to help others. Now it is necessary that he help
himself before he can help others.
"We do not know just when Mr. Cayce will be able to return
home. He is following a very strict line of treatment which
his reading outlined and which the doctors feel is his only
hope, as they do not - from their own medical findings -
know of anything that will rebuild nerve energy once it is
destroyed. At last it is necessary that Mr. Cayce prove the
value of the readings in his own case. We know it will work,
but we also know that it takes time.
"I am sorry to have to be so pessimistic in regard to your
getting a check reading for [
3398] but it is better for you
to know just how things stand. Please let us hear from you
in two or three months. Your appointment would not have
been denied if Mr. Cayce had been physically able to give the
reading. Your only hope, I feel, is in following the advice
which you have already obtained from the readings.
"With very best wishes, I am," Sincerely, Gladys Davis



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