1/12/44 [
3574]'s ltr. to EC: "...1. Will I go before my
husband from this earth? For I have a little wealth and want
to leave it for where I wish, for it was mine before I was
married to him; therefore I would like to know who goes first
and about how many more months or years have I here. I know
God has not given time for passing or time for births but
some times we get about the time. 2. All my life I have
never had friends like other people have, a true friend or a
pal, and it hurts me at times for I am lonely, and when out
in a crowd people kind of avoid me, but make a big fuss over
my husband. He has so many friends and is liked by all and I
often ask him 'Why do people avoid me'? and he replies, 'I
don't know'. 3. I have been studying for years off and on
and don't seem to get anywhere for I go so far and then
something upsets it all. I am so much interested in
spiritualism and for a time sat for materializations and the
Lady...and she started trouble and I gave up the class here
in my home. I do not see spirits or hear voices, but people
say I give them help and things come to pass as I tell them,
so I wonder if I really am getting these words put into my
mouth. As an illustration: ...I was at this friend's home
and the husband asked me what I thought of the wife's
condition. All at once I replied, 'This is it, only a
miracle can restore her back to health and by the change of
the moon!...she passed on and it was all ended by 1/8 and she
was cremated, so this is what I wonder about. I want to help
wherever I am able to be of help and service, so what shall I
do, continue this work or give it up? 4. I have always
wanted to be a nurse and love to be with the sick and help
them. The sick tell me I really do help them, so shall I
pick up my study again and be a nurse? I had started this
when I was a young woman. My first husband would not let me
go out when I became pregnant with my first child, so I laid
the books away. 5. Why did I have to give up my two baby
boys? One at birth and the second one after four weeks of
life and a little girl comes from spirit saying she is my
daughter. I named her Lilly for she asked me to give her a
name. 6. What has happened to me of late? I lie and am
tempted to pick up little things that don't mean a darn and
are of no value. I don't need to steal or lie, it slips out
so quick...At times I am imposed upon...People want me to
find out what they want to know for them and take up my time
and they don't offer any pay and at lodge it causes talk and
gossip so I think that is how it started for I had to start
to make excuses... Please help me to overcome this.
7. About 2 years ago my husband asked for a divorce for at
that time I had been very ill. I flowed for about 6 months,
so since then he has never said anything for I told him at
that time I would give him his freedom but not one cent of my
money would he get, so nothing has been said since but I have
been wondering if he does not love me for he is so cold and
indifferent..., and when I do go he is left homeless and not
very much money for I have started to stop spending my money
and live only on his earning, so this is my own money paying
for these readings. He thinks I am a fool, spending the
money this way, but if I spend this on him it would be
alright. So that is why I asked who will go first, so I can
arrange things here, as I would like to..."
REPORTS
3/04/44 [
3574]'s ltr. to EC: "...I have had people read my
Life Reading and they all had said, 'This does not make any
sense.' At the beginning you say, 'And unless there are
those measures taken to make the value of life count...' The
next paragraph, 'But ye may keep the entity many moons and
many seasons yet...' We don't understand this. Do you mean
I can go out of the body this year or do you mean I will lose
the power or whatever it is called. Unless I give readings,
I would like to have this explained for that is why I had
this, really to help me. Do you mean the chapters of these
named, or only the verse, for there is not John 14 in my
Bible..."
3/14/44 [
3574]'s ltr. to EC: "...I do not feel I have had
any benefit from either reading for I cannot get my
treatments as specified and the Life Reading does not seem to
be understood by my friends for each one has something
different..."
6/30/64 She requested a copy of 3574-2 and her Physical Rdg.
saying they had been lost: "I want you to please let me read
them again for I am having trouble with my back... I showed
them to so many people for I was trying to let the people of
the world know how wonderful he was. I was supposed to have
had a material reading but he passed on before I could have
it, so will you please help me.
I thank you."
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