11/29/43 Letter from [
3630]: "Thank you for your letter of
November 23. I can well imagine that you are inundated with
appeals for Readings but, from what you said, I am hopeful
that I may be able to have one.
"I have read the booklet which you sent with the greatest
interest. I shall want, of course, to become an associate
member of the Association, and, later, if my health permits,
an active member.
"You will see that the applications which I am enclosing are
witnessed by my physician, Dr. Beatrice Hinkle. She is the
pioneer in psychotherapy in this country, and she shares
with me an interest in psychic phenomena as well. As I wrote
you, my problem is a periodic depression, an all too common
illness about which very little is known. And, as one cannot
say whether the root of the trouble lies in the body or in
the soul or both, Dr. Hinkle feels that I should ask for
all three rdgs. in order to seek as complete an answer as
possible.
"I am therefore sending both the applications from the
booklet which you sent. I do not know whether you will be
able to fulfill this request with your many appointments, but
I can only hope with the 'desire of my heart', that it can be
achieved.
"The first application is checked for a physical
Reading. The second one I am leaving blank as, under the
circumstances, I do not know which of the other two Readings
should follow next. May I leave that to you? I enclose
a check for forty dollars and, if I may have another
application blank, will return it with another ck. for
twenty dollars.
"I was deeply interested that you had met my friend, Dr.
McDougall, and can imagine how greatly your gift must have
challenged him.
"With much gratitude for your letter...
"I shall, of course, be very glad to have any of the
Association's publications to which I am entitled."
1/22/44 Letter from [
3630]: "I have periodic 'sick
headaches', waking in the morning with an aching head,
particularly concentrated at the back of the neck where
it feels sore and congested - often a toxic feeling around
eyes. I have a sickish feeling in the stomach the discomfort
extending both above and below. There is almost always gas
in both stomach and intestine. Sometimes bad taste in the
mouth. Thinking it might be imperfect elimination I began
taking bran with breakfast last June and had no attack
for almost five months. Then they started again growing
progressively frequent and more severe in November. Last
week the headache and sickish feeling lasted three days and
was accompanied for the first time by dizziness. On the
fourth day dizziness and headache let up but it was over a
week before my gastro-intestinal tract felt normal. For the
first time (after the above symptoms had gone) I had soreness
in parts of my mouth and I felt as if the whole tract from
the throat down were irritated and disturbed. My throat felt
thick and coated. My appetite is almost always unimpaired
and excellent, as usual, during these attacks, but I never
know what to eat or what to avoid. I would be very glad to
have advice regarding the cause and prevention and treatment
of this condition.
"As I wrote in my first letter I have suffered from periodic
depression ever since a severe nervous breakdown 14 years
ago. It was getting progressively better up to the time of
the menopause in 1939. After the menopause certain severe
mental symptoms appeared. Treatment by a gland specialist
has successfully cured those specific symptoms. But long
intermittent periods of depression still continue. I
therefore ask for a searching examination of the body -
particularly the glandular system - to see if there is any
further physical cause for the persistence of the abnormal
mental condition."
REPORTS
3/14/44 Letter from [
3630]: "I could not help a feeling
of disappointment in the physical reading given me the 30th
of January. As I indicated in my correspondence my most
profound concern is the cause and cure of the cyclic mental
illness from which I have suffered for almost fifteen years
during which time I have been unable to lead a normal life
in the world. I wrote Mr. Cayce that, as this is an all too
prevalent type of illness about which practically nothing is
known, I hoped particularly that something might be revealed
in the body which would throw light on this disease -
especially in the glandular system as certain severe symptoms
of the depression had yielded during the past three years to
glandular treatment and because the glandular system itself
is practically an uncharted continent.
"I was disappointed because the reading devoted itself
principally to the headaches which are a minor condition -
indeed, as the reading began (according to the record sent
me) only ten minutes before the closing of the hour there
was not time to go into the all-important, to me, matter
of the depressions. The reading erroneously diagnosed the
depressions as being caused by the toxic poisons (which, as
he said with undoubted truth, caused the headaches). I have
never had frequent headaches, or this type of headache, until
the last four years. And I must add that, though I have
occasionally had severe ones, I have never had one that could
be called 'violent', as described in the reading, nor have I
had 'lapses of memory' also referred to in the reading. The
above exceptions that have been taken to the diagnosis have,
of course, been discussed with and corroborated by my doctor.
She also commented upon the statement made in the reading:
'Feel sorry for someone else, not for self. Plenty of
individuals in worse fix than entity.' She said: 'I do not
think feeling sorry for yourself is at all a characteristic
of your nature despite your illness. In fact I think it has
always been quite the opposite with you. Your concern has
been too much with the other person and not yourself.'
"When I received a copy of the Jan. Bulletin and read, in the
third paragraph, that Mr. Cayce 'squeezes' in so many
readings that each day is a wonder to us all, I was greatly
puzzled for I had understood that he restricted himself to
two readings a day of an hour each. I know, of course, that
he has been besieged with requests and that, as he wrote me,
he had about reached the saturation point for many months to
come. I can well believe it. But it did not occur to me,
when I kept the designated hour in devotion, as I was asked,
that my reading would be limited to the last ten minutes of
that hour. I can deeply understand how difficult it must
be to resist the desire to give something to each one of us
who has written him for help. But I do not see how it is
possible to do justice to each patient if the time given
is so reduced. And if the whole hour is divided into six
readings I should think the demands made upon Mr. Cayce
himself would be far too taxing. May I be permitted as
a member of the Association to express my concern in this
matter.
"After an unavoidable delay I have started weekly colonics
with a Swedish masseuse, Mrs. Mary Grandstrom, followed by
the massage, as directed. I began a fortnight ago and have
had no headache for three weeks. I am very hopeful that this
treatment will do away with them entirely."
3/18/44 Letter from EC to [
3630]: "Thank you very much for
your letter of March 14th, and your report on your rdg. and
the treatments.
"Apparently you are getting results and I feel very sure,
from the experiences of a number of years, that the closer
you follow the suggestions as are indicated in your reading,
the better will be the results.
"We will appreciate you letting us hear from you again in the
next few weeks, and can we be of help in your obtaining the
best results, you know we are anxious to do so.
"Will you please send us the address of Mrs. Mary Granstrom.
Thanking you kindly, and with every good wish, I remain..."
3/23/44 Letter from EC to Miss [
3630]: "You are doubtless
looking forward to getting your rdg. this afternoon. After
reading over the last two or three letters from you, and the
report, I wondered if it wouldn't be a loss of time and an
injustice to you and I both, to undertake this reading as a
mental and spiritual reading unless you fully understand just
what is usually presented from these channels in a mental
and spiritual reading. I believe it is the life reading you
want, and this constitutes quite a number of questions. I
don't know whether you have read the life reading data or
not. I am sending it to you and am in hopes that I haven't
done wrong. Though it may be several months off before I
can give you the appointment for the life rdg., but I believe
from your ltrs. and what you say about the things that have
happened in your own experiences thus far, that it would be
the best to give you a life rdg.
"The mental and spiritual is usually an analysis on the
mental and ideal of the individual entity. It is much better
for any individual to have quite a list of questions that
the ideals and purposes of the entity may be presented to the
information in such a way as to indicate as to whether they
are in agreement, and their services in other directions
along that line of thought or study.
"I hope I haven't done wrong in putting this reading off, but
I will give you an appt. just as soon as possible, if after
you get this letter you would like for me to go on and make
the appt. either for the life rdg. or mental and spiritual,
but I believe the life rdg. would be more helpful to you of
the two types of readings at this time.
"Thanking you kindly, I remain," Sincerely, Edgar Cayce
4/15/44 Letter from [
3630]: "Thank you very much for your
letter of March 22. While I was disappointed to learn that
there had been no Reading, after all, on that date I agree
with you that it was best to give it up if you think it would
have given me no enlightenment regarding my illness. Am I
right in assuming that the Life Reading is a broad survey of
the soul in relation to its development in the past, present
and future? If such is the case I shall hope to find some
clue as to the CAUSE and PURPOSE and CURE of this illness
of mine which has been and is so crippling and prohibitive
of normal active life in the world. It must be clear to
you from my letters and from my report that these are the
questions of supreme importance in my mind. You wrote that
the Life Reading 'constitutes quite a number of questions',
but you can understand, can you not? that, shrouded as I
am for the greater part of the time by this condition, my
questions are necessarily limited to the above.
"As you know, I hoped for enlightenment from the Physical
Reading, as there is more than a possibility that this most
prevalent form of mental illness has a physiological origin.
As nothing was indicated in that Reading I can only hope
that something may be forthcoming on the spiritual plane. If
you think not I shall be glad to have you tell me. I was a
little puzzled by your saying that it might be several months
before I could have an appt. for the Life Reading. For you
have already given me one. In your letter of January 5 you
assigned me the hour 3:30 to 4:30 on the afternoon of May 11.
Will you kindly let me know whether this is to be cancelled?
"I understand that you have been ill and I am truly sorry.
When I last wrote I expressed anxiety for your health because
of the great burden put upon you by the many requests which
you have had for assistance. Is it true that you divide each
(Reading) hour into six Readings, now? I could only assume
as much as my Reading was marked 3:50 to 4:00. I cannot but
feel that this must be exceedingly taxing for you.
"As I have sent $60.00 for the three Readings am I right in
expecting that $20.00 for the Mental and Spiritual Reading,
which we have given up, will be returned to me?
"With best wishes and an earnest hope that your health is
quite restored, I am," Sincerely yours, [
3630]
5/04/44 Letter from EC to Miss [
3630]: "The date for your
life reading is May 11th, 1944, EWT, between 3:30 and 4:30.
"If you have any questions you would like asked of a
vocational, mental or spiritual nature, let us have them
as soon as possible. Do keep the period in prayer and
meditation.
"We have two booklets which were compiled for the purpose of
helping the individual understand the rdg. he will receive.
One is called 'Physical Readings,' and the other is called
'Life Readings.' I believe you will find them most helpful.
Do send for them and study them carefully. They sell for
fifty-cents each.
"Enclosed you will find check for $20.00 - a refund on the
Mental and Spiritual reading which you did not get. Thank
you for calling this to my attention.
"Thanking you for your cooperation and hoping to be of
further service, I am," Sincerely, Edgar Cayce
5/08/44 Questions for the life reading on May 11th from
[
3630]: "I would like to know whether the Reading can give
any enlightenment regarding the prolonged and crippling
mental illness from which I am suffering. Does the source of
the trouble lie in the mental or spiritual realm? Is there
any cure or is there anything I can do to mitigate it?"
5/11/44 See
3630-2.



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