2/24/44 [
3681]'s letter: "...To say merely 'thank you' for
the physical reading is so inadequate. When I am able to
work I shall repay you. I want to tell you my reactions. I
don't quite understand why our patience and consistency
should be tried - even planned before birth, but should I
even question this? I feel like there is a great chance
before me if only I can find the way. Concerning the
treatment - the use of the vibrator followed by an hours
massage - that is like coming up against a stone wall. Let
me tell you why. This no doubt will be a rather boring
schedule to read, but I must explain and perhaps you can help
me see my way.
"My father gets up at 6:30 or before - tends the furnace,
etc. At 7:00 he helps my sister. He cannot leave her while
she dresses, walks, combs her hair, etc., as her balance is
so poor. He then helps me up - has his breakfast and has to
be at work at 8:00. Then I stay on my feet until noon as I
cannot get up without him. He is home 45 min. and you can
imagine how busy he is then. I sit down about 1:30 and can't
get up until he gets home at 6:30. After supper he has a
busy time helping my sister again and he is so very tired
that he goes to bed at 8:00 P.M. Mother wouldn't have the
strength for massage as she is so poorly and has so much to
do. I haven't dared tell them about you - they don't have
faith in anything helping us. They don't know that this is a
gift from God. Even my sister tries to discourage me. She
says 'you know it is impossible to have massage' and she
laughed about the KalDak you recommended. Please tell me
that was not decided upon before the reading, was it? I
trust you so - and it is so hard when others doubt. My
doctor is wonderful, but he is so busy and I can't ask him to
come every day. I will have no chance to tell him until I
can get out in May. Do you suppose the vibrator would help
without massage, along with the KalDak? I wonder if the
vibrator could be used when I would be standing on my feet?
At one time I took Aminoascitic and along with massage (I was
working then and away from home) but it did no good. My
sister thought perhaps KalDak was just another Amino acid.
Is that right?
"I realize the spiritual side has much to do with this and I
assure you my entire desire to be well is to be able to help
my folks and others. This letter sounds like I had lost
faith - it isn't that exactly - although others' doubts are
hard on faith - but I can't see my way through now. If I had
money we could spend on things, no doubt it would work out
well. I am speaking of the massage. I can get by with the
KalDak. Was your impression of this reading an optimistic
one? I mean, do you truthfully think I will get better? It
is grand to be able to write you this way. May I hear from
you soon?..."
3/27/44 [
3681]'s letter: "...I feel that this first
treatment is only to build up the body that is the KalDak
part and the massage and electrical vibrator would make the
muscles pliable. No doubt the next treatment given after 90
days would be different. I am so desperately sorry I cannot
do this exactly as suggested..."
4/01/44 EC's ltr. to [
3681]: "...And I note what you have to
say about your reading and about how discouraged you have
become about getting the suggestions carried out... Would it
be possible for you to be away for a while and go to some
other place, if all the expenses were taken care of for your
treatments?..."
4/15/44 [
3681]'s letter: "...Since receiving your last
letter I have been overwhelmed with gratitude to you. To
think that a stranger could be so kind to me when people I
have known all my life wouldn't dream of doing what you have
offered. As yet I have found no solution. Just as soon as I
can get out of the house - which will be in 2 or 3 weeks - I
will talk to a doctor here in town. If the expense of the
treatments could be taken care of it is possible I might be
able to get someone - a doctor or nurse - to do it... I have
an aunt who has an electric vibrator I could use. She lives
and works in another city or she could help me. Yet
understand she would not be able to have me with her as she
is alone and could not possibly help me up... I should feel
terrible though if you have offered this and are really not
financially able... I was terribly sorry to hear of your
recent illness. When someone has been as good to a person as
you have to me - well, you just seem like a friend and I have
been concerned about you..."
4/22/44 EC's ltr. to [
3681]: "...I can't tell you why we are
particularly interested in your case, but if you are able to
get a doctor or a nurse, you let them write me and make the
arrangements about treatments. Don't you worry yourself
about that, you just occupy your mind in reading the Good
Book, especially certain portions that I would like to
outline for you..."
6/03/44 [
3681]'s letter: "...I still have nothing definite
to tell you but at least I can tell you I am trying to make
some arrangements. Only last week I was able to talk to my
doctor and give him to read all the material I had regarding
your work. This week I talked to him again and he said he
had been too busy to complete reading the material, but as
far as he had gone he was very much impressed. I have not
told him of all my correspondence to you. I have confided in
you as I could no one else - but I did tell him of your
kindness and apparent eagerness to help. I do not know if he
will administer the treatments - even with the expenses taken
care of by you. He is extremely busy and I am afraid he will
feel unable to take the time. However, I have not given
up...
"I seem to be writing more about the power of man than the
spiritual side. I fall so far short of being what I should
be. I get angry - I get discouraged - I don't know what to
believe. I am decidedly not trying to test God by this means
- but I often wonder if miracles still happen. I do want you
to outline certain portions of the Bible for me. I am
reading through the New Testament but no doubt an outline
would be more helpful...
"I want to ask you this again - When you were giving the
reading for me did you have a clear impression or a vague
one? It all seems like such a mystery to me. I seem to want
to probe deeper. Have you read The Mind of Mischief? I have
forgotten the author's name, but what he wrote in the last
chapter interested me greatly and I wondered if he were
referring to your wonderful works..."


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