6/14/43 Lt. [
4035]'s ltr. to EC:
Camp Pendleton, Va.
My dear Mr. Cayce:
Two weeks ago I finished "There Is a River." I have reviewed
it since in my mind, and I am convinced that you can help me
to make a better adjustment.
First, though, I noted an uncanny parallel between your
information on the origin of the earth and the first race of
men, and Professor Churchward's books on the lost continent
of Mu. He presents archaeological evidence which seems to
support in detail your findings. No doubt others have called
this to your attention; nevertheless, I can not resist the
thought that you may not have come across these works; I
believe you would enjoy them as much as I did.
My trouble seems to be a maladjustment; partly an entirely
unwarranted sense of inadequacy, especially in my military
career. Lack of faith in my ultimate ability. Almost a
split personality; either morally unimpeachable or -
degraded. At times a lack of responsibility almost an ivory
tower complex. An example: Last night I was officer of the
day. Three prisoners escaped. We made a search and found
them. One prisoner was accidentally shot and killed by a
guard whom I know. Should I not have felt a sense of shock?
But it was all in the day's work. No more impression than a
blown-out tire. It is outside of me - doesn't affect me
personally - therefore my mind dismisses it as unimportant.
Regrettable - but impersonal.
This is a strange, abnormal reaction: why is it?
In justice I must say that in ten months at Pendleton I've
worked harder, felt less insecure, and been happier than ever
before, in my work. Yet - I should be overseas. I'm 27 and
I've been in the Army three years.
I am convinced that a reading will tell me why I am this way
- what I must do to overcome it. I understand that you do
not wish to be paid for your readings; I should be most
happy, though, to contribute to the furtherance of your work
in any way you suggest. This letter makes me feel better -
it's off my chest.
Very sincerely, Lt. [
4035]
REPORTS
From Encyclopaedia Britannica:
GOSSE, SIR EDMUND (1849-1928), English poet and critic, born
in London Sept. 21, 1849... [See Source File Key #4035 for
complete Encyclopaedia Britannica article on Sir Edmund Gosse
re 4035-1.]


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