7/21/51 Report: "I have read my Life Reading
12-15 times,
sometimes with my wife and close relations. The last time I
read it was
7/19/51. I get more out of it every time I read
it. A lot of it I don't understand - the thing that gets
me is that, every time I read it, I see how the incarnations
given me in the Life Reading, back in 1944, dovetail into
what I'm doing even now - what amazes me - all the activities
I've had are fairly the same, and also what I'm doing now.
"My background at the time of the reading was not such that
I could say the reading was absolutely true, but as I read
it now I can feel it is true - as I compare my present life
pattern to the past.
"I have a SENSE that the reading is true - because all the
things that were told me about the former incarnations are
things that I'm doing now, or have developed in my life
pattern this time.
"Since I haven't dealt with reincarnation very much, I can't
answer fully whether or not I believe it and why. Until
I read 'There Is a River' I didn't know anything of
reincarnation. I'm not that far advanced in knowledge of
reincarnation that I can say I do believe. Like saying, Do
I believe in Christ? Sure, but do I live a Christian life?
No - then do I believe? If the Life Reading is true,
and year after year it seems true, then I must believe
in reincarnation.
"My idea or concept of karma is that it is something I
myself have done or thought or left undone and unthought
in a previous incarnation.
"The Life Reading certainly changed my thoughts - it has
added a lot of new thoughts on a number of subjects. My
vocation hasn't changed, but I've changed jobs - and the job
I'm doing now is very much in line with the answers given
in paragraph 1 of this report. The only specific guidance,
saying do this or do that, was in relation to my marriage.
This advice came at the very crucial time when I was courting
her and had not as yet obtained her consent. She probably
would have married me anyway, but this perhaps made it a
little easier for her.
"The Life Reading confirms for me my understanding of what
my purpose in life should be, confirms and deepens inner
convictions I already had. "Through the Oxford group I was
introduced to techniques and methods of self-analysis and
examination. This was many years before I had the Life
Reading. The Life Reading confirms the value of this
procedure. When systematically followed I can give hundreds
of examples of what comes out of doing it. My work runs
smoothly, my relationships with other people are free and
easy, and in many specific instances I have obtained direct
guidance of what to do. Contrarily, when the daily period
of silence add self-examination is not followed, my work
may become difficult, my relationships with others sometimes
become irritable and I become tired, general let-down
feeling.
"I regard my vocation as an agency through which I can better
fulfil my purpose in life. It is not just a place where I
get the wherewithal to buy my house and feed my family, but
a place in which I can express my purpose in life. That
doesn't mean I feel at the moment I'm fully expressing it,
but I'm endeavoring to do it. And I think the Life Reading
bears out that, for the moment at least, my present job
is the best one for me for expressing this - a few years
from now it may be another 'national interests, groups and
countries' - that's what I'm doing at the moment."
2/24/64 Mr. [
4053] was Knighted by Denmark for outstanding
service to the Danish ... industry.
7/08/77 Mr. [
4053] wrote GD: "Enclosed is the update to my
reading that I talked to you about and I trust you can use
it."
In 1951 I responded to a questionnaire from A.R.E. concerning
my life Reading made in 1944. Having just attended a
Conference at A.R.E. and there having again ready my Reading
with some of the other participants in the Conference, it was
suggested by one of them that I should bring that letter of
1951 up to date. I agreed and so here is my update.
At the end of 1953 I changed my job from an Embassy
commercial position to one representing a whole industry as
Commercial Advisor, remaining in our residence as before.
This change was, in a way, forced by inner forces that I
did not particularly recognize at the time. I was in much
conflict; brought about by personality differences in my job
- differences I could not change - and in retrospect I am
grateful I could not.
In my new position I found complete use for my experience and
insight and it has been a wonderful relationship for almost
24 years. There has been complete trust between both parties
and mutual satisfaction in the relationship. For the first
2 years a very simple contract existed between us, but
since then my position has been founded only on verbal
understanding, which none of us have regretted to date.
Furthermore, over these years I have been able to count all
my superiors abroad, including their families, as my personal
friends and they include my family as well. I can therefore
state without hesitation that my life pattern has indeed
followed what was indicated in my Reading, though I did not
consciously refer to the Reading every time I changed jobs.
All my life, since I was 17, I have been associated in one
way or another with International Trade and Shipping; mostly
in the private sector but also for 8 years at the Diplomatic
level and this has given ample opportunities for travel
abroad and quite often my wife has been able to join me which
was also suggested in my Reading. And we have both been
greatly enriched by these travels.
The young woman I was courting at the time of the Reading
[Miss [
1771]] did, in fact, become my wife some months later
and we have enjoyed a wonderful relationship in deep mutual
understanding for 33 years and have no doubt but that this
will continue until we go into some other awareness.
Sincerely, [
4053]


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