6/15/24 [
4157]'s letter to EC:
"...I'm awfully sorry that such a lengthy interval has
intervened since I last wrote you. There has been so much to
occupy my time that, although I've planned numerous letters
to you, I've never gotten to the point of making them take
actual shape.
"The last reading was not exactly what I had in mind, but
nevertheless, there were a few things which I derived from
it, and found invaluable. The only shortcomings, in my eyes,
was that it did not go into detail enough, but I suppose,
with the scant material you had to work with, you obtained
the best results. It's a pity I couldn't attend a reading
personally, and then, perhaps all the many things that are
now troubling my mind, would be elucidated. Dave Kahn and
I were remarking the other night that it would be very fine
indeed if we could induce you to come to New York and arrange
for you to carry on your work here.
"I have laid aside, for the present, any thoughts of stealing
away and enjoying the rest which you advocated. But I have
not entirely discarded the idea, and as soon as I can see my
way clear, I am going to indulge myself in a protracted rest.
But just now, Mr. Cayce, I am trying to seek to stabilize
myself mentally, and to reach a point of mental equanimity.
I am very much perturbed, and worried at present, and I am so
ill at ease mentally, that it has overshadowed any physical
exigencies. I really feel that I have come to one of the
crossroads - possibly, only a minor one - but nevertheless
a turning point. It all has to do with my life's vocation.
I don't know, to be very frank, what course of endeavor to
pursue, nor am I satisfied with or successful in my present
surroundings. As I mentioned before, this has caused
me considerable mental anguish, and my mind has been
considerably wrought up over the whole affair. That is the
reason why I have temporarily disregarded my physical needs,
since this other thing has assumed more menacing proportions.
It seems as if I will be compelled to give up my present work
very shortly, but what the next step will be, I am unable to
answer.
"Mr. Cayce, I feel that you can help me out of this
difficulty. I want you to advise me what course to pursue,
and tell me along what lines I should plan my future work.
Also, if I should remain where I am, or whether I should
change, and what sort of a change should I make? As this is
of the utmost importance, I would appreciate your giving me
a Reading at the earliest possible time. I will be in my
office Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday from 9:30 A.M. to
11:00 and from 1 P.M. to 5 P.M. (Eastern Standard Time)
and you can select any of these hours and proceed with the
Reading without mailing me the card to be filled out in
advance.
"I have a tremendous faith in the work you are doing, and
am certain that you will be able to guide me successfully
through the whirlpool of difficulties that apparently are
besetting me now. I am enclosing you another check, and
while of not very large proportions, I trust it will prove
of some meagre assistance to you and your work. As I have
assured you before, whenever I find it available, you will
receive further little morsels, as I am very anxious to do
whatever I can to help the work along..."
6/26/24 He obtained
4157-3.



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