9/28/43 Letter from [
5005] to EC: "...I was very glad to
receive your kind personal letter and also the literature...
I have today ordered a copy of TIR... As I stated in my
first letter to you, it is the selfishness in me, that I
wished to know just what I was intended to do in this life
and the best way to do it, in order to make a better life and
living for my family and myself... You state that you are a
year in advance with your appointments. I am very sorry that
I am so late in writing you, but again, I am glad that there
are all those people that are receiving these blessings and
help from you... I should like very much to be a member...
I will not try to hide facts from you, Mr. Cayce. I am
making a fair wage at the present time, but at the same time
hardly have the money that it takes, to spare. But I feel
also that mere money is not to be considered, if my life work
and factors are at stake. And that is just how I feel about
this. That you, with your vision, are in a position to raise
me up, to make me just what God intended me to be. It is
hard for me to express myself especially in talking about God
and your visions, but at least I am sincere in wishing that I
were a new man, a good father and husband and to get what
life intended me to receive to help others with. I am tender
hearted, too much, so, but at the same time think only of
myself. I wish all this to be changed by some miracle. In
other words, I want to be a good man, as best as I can be
and at the same time to help my family and me. Do you think
that I am looking for far too much?..."
10/16/43 Letter from [
5005] to EC: "...I am enclosing my
application for membership... I would appreciate your
sending me as much literature as you can, as I wish to study
all that I can do so. Is there some way that I can be of
service to you? I would deem it a privilege to be of some
help although in speaking, I would be out of line as I cannot
speak convincingly or seem to hold the attention that a
speaker should. But if there be another way, please let me
know. As you know from my previous letters, I am very
interested in obtaining a Life Reading, in order to find what
kind of life work I would be best fitted for, and of course
am anxious to know about my past life and the other facts
that you are able to discover. I believe that I would be
permitted to ask a few questions, if so, I have attached a
few on the application... There is much that I do not
understand about reincarnation and if you have special
booklets on this, please let me know. I would ask you to
send me the booklets that I list: 'The Last Supper'; 'The
Power Within'; 'The Essenes'; 'Oneness of All Force'; 'Child
Training'; 'The Common Cold'; 'Care Of Young Children'; 'Life
Readings'; 'Arabian History'; 'Egyptian History'. I hope
that at some time I can get readings for my wife and
daughter... I wish to say that I was very much impressed by
every word in the book, TIR... I would appreciate your
sending me the literature as soon as you can, as I am very
eager to read more about all of these amazing facts.
"...Besides giving me the work which I would be best fitted
and that I should enter into, what means of self-expression
should I attempt - music, writing, what instrument?"
[Additional questions submitted at end of 5005-1.]
REPORTS
7/24/50 Letter from [
5005] to A.R.E: "...I still have a copy
of my life reading which I have read approximately six times,
and which I have only shared with my wife. It was about 4
mos. ago that I last read it. Most of my reading seemed to
fit me; regarding my interest in historical matters. My
request as to musical instrument was way off, as Mr. Cayce
said my interest should be a banjo which I detest. My life
work was suggested as an explorer! This doesn't fit, altho I
love the out of doors; also as a stunt man in a circus - this
would be ridiculous for me. Also another was as a detective
which is not too far out of reason. All in all - it did not
include all which I was hoping for. I believe in
reincarnation, but am unable to give a good reason. My idea
or concept of Karma is a hereditary influence I would guess.
I have not changed my vocation - I thought I might be an
artist or a musician but as the reading did not suggest so -
gave thoughts of these up. It seems as if I will just
stumble along until I pass away, with no worthwhile deeds
left behind me. I have not systematically or otherwise set
apart any time for introspections, but I have given
considerable thought as to my past life and what I should
have made of myself, but apply the reading to my future is
out of reason. I have no trade or vocation, as I have had
one job after another, doing all well in my opinion, but with
the depression right after my graduation from high school and
then the war, my future was just shot and those years really
lost. I now feel as if I should have either been a doctor,
minister, or artist. I believe that the Association can best
carry on the work left by Edgar Cayce by compiling books on
vocations and life planning, health and cures, etc. and by
offering as many persons as possible. For instance: I now
have a heart ailment described by a specialist as a true
anginal syndrome on the basis of coronary sclerosis - if I,
for one, were to write in to you for suggestions about what
Mr. Cayce suggested in previous readings, and it were to help
me also - it would be a wonderful thing. I think the above
would be what Mr. Cayce would want his readings used for."
8/11/50 Letter from [
5005] to A.R.E.: "...Thank you for
sending me the enclosed readings on heart trouble
[Arteriosclerosis and Thrombosis]. They are different than
my ailment, so did not help me in ideas. I appreciate your
kindness and wish the Ass'n. much good fortune in it's work.
"I have not the actual means or I would have joined when
Mr. Cayce gave me my reading, that is why I am not returning
the subscription form. Again thank you."
5/11/67 He requested a copy of his Life Rdg., saying: "I am
still drifting from one unsatisfying job to another, not
knowing what I should have been striving for."


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