7/20/78 [
5121]'s maternal granddaughter visited A.R.E. and
gave the following information for [
5121]'s file:
"[
5121] died the summer of either 1954 or 1955. I was a very
young child (four or five) at the time. She died a very
painful death of cancer of the bone marrow. Two days before
she died her husband committed suicide by locking himself in
the garage and turning on the car. He could not bear the
thought of her death.
"The reading: [First three paragraphs] Apparently, from
what I've been told by my mother, the deafness was a closed
ear to the thoughts, words, and ideas of others. It seems
that [
5121] had an intense spiritual pride to where she could
not listen to other people. She had a very dominating
character. She always refused to go to doctors, feeling that
because she was a spiritual being that nothing could harm her
'temple.' Being so young at the time, I'm really not
familiar with how she took the advice in this reading.
Apparently, not too successfully.
"As far as relation goes past and present, I have always felt
a strong karmic link between [
5121], my mother [...] and
myself. There have been times when my mother and I are
together where we've felt her very strongly. We are all
intensely musical and have all pursued a study of the piano
and voice. My mother is now a vocal teacher also, and I feel
I will be as well. We have all three pursued these studies
within our own time reference as well as studying Rosicrucian
teachings. (I am now an inactive member after five years of
study and am now more freely studying.) It seems there is a
strong thread of similar substance running through all three
of our lives in relation to 'the work.' I've felt for many
years that I'll meet her again during my life as she
incarnates in another body, and that I'll recognize her
easily. Time will tell.
"It seems, from what I've understood over the years, that
[
5121] was a very wise person in many ways. I guess she
missed an important point though along the way as far as the
need for unselfish service in the world. Who is to say?
Except by her own soul can she be guided and as Mr. Cayce
says on page three, paragraph two [5121-1, Par. 4]: 'Who is
to judge save the entity itself?'"


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