In Saturn we find quite a variation, or changes that have
come or may come in the experience of the entity. These,
then, may come the better in the preparation of self: know
that ye are indeed a favored child of God. Then just act
like it! Begin with the study of this in self and remember
as though it were: this is the divine speaking as to the
self. Read it in Exodus 19:5. Then study and analyze the
admonitions which are given by Moses, the lawgiver, when he
was ready to depart, in the 30th of Deuteronomy. Then as
that in the 91st Psalm, then the 23rd Psalm and 24th Psalm.
These are as admonitions, not as that which would separate
you from the social life but rather bringing into your
personality and individuality the divine which will attract
you to, and be attracted to, that which will bring the
greater harmonies in thy life. For as has been indicated
in His promises, "God will not withhold from those who
love His coming any good thing, physically, materially or
spiritually." But remember all is provisional, provided ye
keep and love His commandments, and these are not grievous
but are just every day living. Use it.
As to the appearances in the earth, these we find at variance
in many ways and manners, or apparently so. While all
are not given here, these are given as an indication, as a
pattern, as to how, as to where, the entity has gained and
now has the ability to either use or disregard that which it
has built into its inner consciousness.
Before this we find the entity was in the city now called
the "city of brotherly love" in those periods when there
were those activities which brought about what is called the
Revolution. The entity was then in the home of one who acted
as a helper, as an aid to the cause for freedom, in the name
then, Esther Glaub.
The entity was a helper throughout that period in aiding
in instruction, in carrying messages in those activities as
related to those who were in authority, even to Washington
himself. For the entity was even blessed by Washington.
In the experience the entity gained, and hence that desire
innately for helpful forces, for a universal consciousness
of good, for freedom of activity, freedom of speech and those
which are active in the entity's consciousness latent; and
thus is the beauty, the loveliness of the character of the
entity in the present.
Before that we find the entity was in the earth when there
were those returnings from captivity in the Persian land,
when there was the rebuilding of the city, when the first of
the groups returned to the holy city with Zerubbabel. The
entity was among those, being a companion to the priest,
Eleazer.
The entity was then in the name Juduth. The entity was one
who helped prepare again the priestal robes for the people
in that first period of preparation, taking from the records
which were again discovered there, and thus the entity
brought to self, brought to the many, a greater knowledge of
the closeness of the Father-God to man in this new period of
activity.
Thus in the present, not over-zealousness of the Lord, or the
word of the Lord, but the innate ability of being pleasant,
of being consistent, of being in that place of not finding
fault with others. This is a lovely experience and don't
be afraid, there is not but few that have that consciousness
as ye have in thyself. But don't abuse it, don't misuse it!
For it is of the divine.
Before that we find the entity was in the Egyptian land when
there were the activities in the preparations for the exit
from Egypt to the favored land, the people through whom was
chosen the hope of the world.
The entity was then the close friend of Joshua. Yes, one of
those to whom Joshua was engaged, as would be called in the
present, and of the daughters of Levi, not the same as Moses
and Aaron but rather of Korah. There we find the entity
beautiful, lovely, beloved of Joshua and yet weak in body,
because of conditions under which the entity had in a portion
of its experience labored, and thus weak-lunged, passing away
during the period of the journey to the Holy Land. But to
have been beloved of Joshua was sufficient to have builded,
into the personality, that individuality of the entity, that
which still makes the entity beloved of all who know the
entity best, loved by all its companions, its associates,
just as in those experiences with the great leader who was
to carry the children of promise to the Holy Land.
The name then was Abigal.
As to the abilities of the entity, then, that to which it may
attain and how:
These are limited only to that which is the choice and
application of the entity in those directions indicated. Not
that a home should not be established, not that there won't
be a beautiful home, but choose one in accord, not in discord
with the abilities in self.
Ready for questions.
(Q) Considering my abilities and the purpose for which I
entered the earth this time, would it be advisable for me
to enter college at this time?
(A) Enter rather a nurse training or the psychological study
as a technician, but college is not necessary. But better a
pre-medical degree would be had, yes.
(Q) What college would be suggested in making this
preparation?
(A) Any of those which have a good psychological or
psychology group.
(Q) How may I make a better social adjustment with those
whom I am associated in the present?
(A) There is no need to make it better if you'll only be
yourself!
(Q) What causes the fear in the present with others?
(A) Read what has been indicated as to the abilities. For
the entity knows innately, if it would let itself go, it
could wind any of those of its own sex or the opposite
sex, if it would.
(Q) What have been the associations with mother?
(A) Mother in the Egyptian experience and a friend and
associate in the one before this.
(Q) My brother?
(A) We don't find the brother. That's why ye have these
differences.
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