7/04/43 Letter: "Recently I finished 'There Is A River',
and it has made a vital impression on me. Your work has been
important, and it proves an assertion I have always made:
that history incorrectly records. The truly great are not
the generals, statesmen and leaders of commerce and industry,
but the men who silently aid their fellowmen by serving their
God. I, too, had a fervent desire to enter the ministry,
but through lack of will power or karma, I did not reach my
goal. I studied law which I never followed. I worked for
railroads, insurance companies, as an investigator, and did
some newspaper work. Today, I am teaching school at a boys'
school, but I have not found myself, and I am not satisfied.
I feel I am not doing the work that is necessary. I have
reached an impasse, and feel that I am a failure; yet I go
on feeling that there is something I must do. I have been
troubled by a severe sinus condition, and sometimes use that
as an alibi. I, too, have been attracted by the ocean, and
when near the ocean have a feeling that at one time I resided
near the sea. Your life has given me hope... If I have
a mission to perform, I should like to know about the work
before it becomes too late... My favorite psalm is the
121st."
7/26/43 Letter: "...I am the seeker and should have
patience enough in my search. As soon as I am in a position
to do so, I will send for 'A Search for God', as I desire to
be in complete en rapport with the 'Universal Mind' by the
date of my reading."
1/20/44 Letter: "...Since writing to you last year,
I have taught school at a boys' school, and have helped an
insurance organization at ... for 3 months... Two weeks
ago, I made a trip to ..., Arizona, seeking employment with
insurance companies, but up to this time nothing materially
has developed. I am still confused and want to go and desire
to get into something where my work will do the most good...
(1) Shall I try my hand at writing; if so, what type of
writing? (2) Would it be well for me to take up some type of
reporting, say court reporting? (3) Shall I continue working
toward a better post-war world with some organization? (4)
Is there some type of business that I am best suited for, and
would you advise entering business? I was very successful
while at ..., Ill., and made a record for the number of cases
settled, but I do not like the work due to the methods used.
I do not hesitate to confide in you and inform you that as
far as standards go, I have been a failure. My ideas have
been high and in the past few months, I have seriously
thought of abandoning my ideals so that I may be able to
conform to a pattern. However, I still have faith and
cannot run away. I await your report with faith..."
REPORTS
9/21/49 Questionnaire sent. No reply.
2/20/52 Comment by IMG: "No record of verbal or written
contact from [
5254] since the date of the reading."


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