12/15/80 GD's note: This beautiful Christmas card
from John Ellis I want to help immortalize by making it a
supplement to this Easter message to the Glad Helpers Prayer
Group given by Edgar Cayce March 12, 1941: See Text of
Reading 5749-13.
112 58th Street
Virginia Beach, VA 23451
Gladys,
The story opposite [see article below] appeared in the New
York Times on Saturday, December 8, 1979. Of course, not all
of us are sons of God. Some are daughters of God. Others
may not even use the term, God.
But forgiving, if only for a moment, the words, Merry
Christmas.
And thank you for your kindness to me.
[signed] John Ellis
A CHRISTMAS MYSTERY, by John R. Wareham
It was five o'clock on the Friday before Christmas and
he was standing in Grand Central Station at the bottom of
the escalators that cascaded a slow-motion cargo of jaded
executives down and out of the Pan Am building. He'd been
there all week and I'd seen him every night. He faced the
descending throng and, catching any eye that would look, he
would softly intone "Merry Christmas" or "Hello." Only that.
He wasn't soliciting or proselytizing or selling records.
Just saying "Hello" or "Merry Christmas."
"He's crazy," explained a woman behind me to a friend.
"Crazy?" I said, turning. "It is crazy to say 'Hello?'"
"It is in New York," she answered.
He was in his early 30's, had shoulder-length blond hair and
a modest beard. He stood about five-ten, was neatly dressed,
in a corduroy trousers, a shirt and a jacket. He might have
had some beads hanging around his neck but I didn't think he
was from California. It was his voice, however, that caught
my attention. It made a beautiful, soft, mellifluous sound
as he said "Hello" and "Merry Christmas" in a carefully
directed conversational tone. Just "Hello" or "Merry
Christmas." Sometimes both.
I was leaving work and my wife had met me. "He's there
again," I said.
"Who?"
"Just a fellow saying 'Hello.'"
Riding the escalator down on that Friday before Christmas, I
was both fascinated and sad on his behalf. Almost everybody
avoided his eye and darted off. One or two people looked at
him warily. Nobody said "Hello" or "Merry Christmas."
I decided to say "Hello" but was past him with the Christmas
crowd before I could stop. "I'll just go back and say
'Hello' to him," I said to my wife.
"Don't look into his eyes," she cautioned. "These cult
people can get you if you don't watch out." I laughed at
her naivete.
I walked to him from behind: "You're not Father Christmas?"
I said.
He turned, caught by surprise. "I beg your pardon?"
"You're not Father Christmas?" I said again, the joke
falling a little flat and me with it.
"No no," he said.
"And you're not a Moonie, either, or a Hare Krishna, or
anything like that?"
"No", he said. "I'm the son of God."
It was a matter-of-fact statement; not pompous; not strange;
not, the way he said it, odd at all. But still I was vaguely
disappointed at the prospect of a conversation with just
another Grand Central cultist.
"Not really," he said, as if seeing my thoughts, "no more
than you are; we're all the son of God, aren't we?"
"Ah, yes," I replied, slightly relieved by his soft
nonzealous tone. "That we are."
Then I looked into his eyes, and from that moment I just
haven't been able to get him out of my head.
It was as if time ceased in those eyes. They were like two
deep black pools that suddenly I was swimming into. "Can
this be real?" I thought, as I stood there transfixed by
two infinitely deep dark shimmering lakes.
It was like looking into my own unconscious, or catching
sight of a million darkening reflections in two barbershop
mirrors. I was suddenly quite lost as his soft mellifluous
voice masked all of the sounds of Grand Central Station. At
that moment there seemed to be only the two of us standing
in the middle of nowhere. Everything, everyone, had
disappeared. I heard his voice but didn't see him.
"All religions have their truth," said the soft mellifluous
voice; then he grasped my hand, with both of his, and held it
a moment. "Merry Christmas, my friend, Merry Christmas."
Gradually I became aware of the people about me again.
Receding from the darkness of his eyes I held his gaze for
a long moment, now able to focus on his whole face. It was
gentle, friendly, alive, sympathetic.
In that instant I sensed his own awareness and pleasure of
having made contact with a face from the descending throng.
More than that, he saw that I recognized his gratification.
It was one of those rare, fleeting, curious magical moments:
a fluttering candle in the dark caverns of Grand Central
Station, that daily crossroads of a million lives where no
one ever meets.
"And to you," I said, now drawing away, trapped once more
within the catatonic tempo of the city that never wakes;
conscious that I must hurry to my wife, dinner and a
Broadway show.
"That fellow had the strangest eyes," I said to her.
"Told you not to look," she laughed. We both laughed.
But that night, in the theater, I just couldn't get him out
of my head.
Immediately after the holiday break, I took the escalator
down from the Pan Am building to Grand Central, as indeed I
do every night.
He wasn't there and he hasn't been back.
But, I just haven't been able to get him out of my head.



Edgar Cayce Readings © 1971, 1993, 1994, 1995 by the Edgar Cayce Foundation